september 21st,, 2021


i've noticed that i really really value when i feel any particularly distinct energy from a person, but if i feel
like i'm being obligated to spend too much time with them it's like the energy envelops my whole everything &
i start to resent that the infinite potential of my personal world is being squashed into just that single
energy. i suspect this may be part of why some married couples come to resent each other.
i guess real love is contentment with drowning indefinitely in a particular energy